What's my baby doing now?

I added the Ethiopia time on my sidebar. Several times during the day I am wondering what my baby is doing. Ethiopia is 8 hours ahead of us so I know that when I wake up in the morning she is probably taking her afternoon nap. When we are having lunch I wonder if anyone is rocking her to sleep. When I lay down to sleep at night I pray that she slept well and is about to start a good day. For me the wait is very difficult now as I stare at her picture and have fallen completely in love with every part of her. Her chubby cheeks are begging me to kiss them, I can't wait to stare into those big brown eyes and I long to hold those little hands inside my own. In one month she will be in my arms, which is really a very short time, but daily I wish she was home with us already. We talk about how Ruby will fit into our family and how we will all take care of her and what we want to teach her and we pray for her every need. I went through childbirth 3 times and never was it this difficult. I really mean that. Waiting to travel across the world to hold my baby for the first time has been so hard for me. My heart aches to have her here with us. My arms long to hold her.